This was long before I knew you, I promise.
He took a knife from my hand, hid it so I wouldn’t cut myself.
the Stitches were temporary but the pain sure wasn’t.
I intended to provide you with everything
I manipulated you; your money and bones
I owned you for a little something of a time.
I woke the dog up with all the screaming and breathing
You held my hand so I wouldn’t wonder
What it felt like to be part of you.
Storms unstrung a sunny day
Meters increased.. time shifted..
I could smell the metal hanging from your neck,
the ink inside your veins, and
the smoke in your breath.
I’m hesitating whether I should remember you still or..
It all seems so blurry
It is Blurry, all I see is light